human
as we grow older, we know and learn stuff that we as human call ‘knowledge’. knowledge isn’t always good for us. being hurt by someone for example, is a knowldge of how you get the sad feeling, knowledge of how you can’t control other peoples’ life and choices, etc.. and the unique part is we just can’t get away from it.. like it or not, you have to deal with it, and make a decission of how to response to it. some people response positively, some the other way.
some times i wish i could go back to the times when i was a little child, and never get older.. i miss the times when i don’t have to worry about anything.. now, when i get up in the morning, there would be at least 5 major things in my mind, branching to detail arrangements. those plan are based on my needs, my tasks given by others, and my initiatives.
nevertheless, i am still happy and amazed of the life that we have. it is completely a cycle where our existance seems unexist.. you don’t have what you have-you have what you don’t have. and no body even your self can controll it. we are all connected in needing of each other for good and for bad in what we are going through right now: “the humans’ life”.
1 comment October 21, 2008
kristania
